Beyond the Halfway Point AND All Clear.
**This post was transferred from the now defunct "The Long Ease" blog.** Tuesday was treatment day #20, and as of yesterday's #21, I was officially the back side of this treatment thing. I arrived early today for #22 - on purpose so I could sit on the bench outside Lutheran Hospital and enjoy my coffee in the crisp morning. It is gorgeous out today. Or maybe I'm just in a particularly good mood. Nothing much to report on the treatment front. Some days I feel better than I have in months, other days I feel just as terrible as I did when this all began. It is difficult to tell... And Ryan pointed out the other night when a friend asked how it's going that I am incredibly hesitant to admit that I might be feeling better. Which is true. I'm not sure exactly why that is, but I am working on figuring out that particular reaction to inquiries about my progress. After today's session, I had to see the doctor there to assess my progress. Unfortu